How sweet is the light, what a delight for the eyes to behold the sun! Even if a man lives many years, let him enjoy himself in all of them, remembering how many the days of darkness are going to be. The only future is nothingness!
Ecclesiastes 11:7-8


May 31, 2010

In memoriam:  R. Sherman Russell, Claud Young Russell, Mary Ann Burnham Freeze, Walker Percy, LilliesSaul Bellow, Larry Brown, John Updike, Ernest Hemingway, Herman Melville, Howard Nemerov, J. D. Salinger,  Walt Whitman, Roberto Bolano, Stieg Larsson, Howard Zinn, Michael Harrington, Che Guevara, Karl Marx, Leon Trotsky, Emma Goldman, Antonio Gramsci, Socrates, Friedrich Nietzsche, Hans-Georg Gadamer, Benedict Spinoza, Jackson Pollock, J. S. Bach, John Lennon, George Harrison, Francois Truffaut, Ingmar Bergman, Stanley Kubrick, Ozu Yasujiro, Kurosawa Akira, Dalton Trumbo, Dennis Hopper, Gulf of Mexico…
These are just few, there are many more.

May 28, 2010

This is what happens to your car when it rains in Utah:

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May 25, 2010

Been thinking about how much I enjoy the way I’m living now. Working hard on transcribing MABF’s journals and reading a lot, fiction, poetry, and mostly non-fiction. New ideas and paths of research turn up each day because of the journals, and I want to follow them all. I don’t feel blocked or without energy the way I have for the last 27 years. Even though I’m very sad that it’s too late to do any actual good by producing a body of work that would mean something, I’m glad to be doing what I’m doing. And I’m glad I’m here, especially when I’m in certain parts of the city, or when I read about MABF going someplace that I go. Much satisfaction in my work right now, something I have never felt before. I am also completely overwhelmed by the scope of the task I’ve chosen, or that has chosen me. There’s a good chance I can’t actually do it, but knowing that doesn’t make me want to quit. Makes me work harder. So here I am, on my balcony on a beautiful spring evening, glad I’m where I am doing what I’m doing. Now if I weren’t so completely alone…

May 22, 2010

Why is there something instead of nothing? That question haunts the imaginations of philosophers, physicists, mathematicians, and other thinking humans. What we seem to know is that the matter and antimatter created in the Big Bang should have canceled each other out, leaving nothing instead of the something we call the universe. Star_Cluster_1But that didn’t happen. A recent experiment in the Tevatron, a particle accelerator at Fermilab, may have answered that question.  It demonstrated a very slight bias, an asymmetry, in the behavior of the subatomic particle, B-meson. As B-meson oscillates between its matter and antimatter states, it shows a slight predilection to become matter, a result predicted by Andrei Sakharov. That preference for one state over another, becoming matter more often than it becomes antimatter, is only about 1 percent. But that may be enough to explain the preponderance of matter. We are made of stardust, of elements formed in the Big Bang and in the subsequent creation and destruction of stars. The very existence of matter may depend on this only very slight bias in the frenetic variation of a particle we can only momentarily detect. How mysterious and cool is that?

May 21, 2010

Saw an amazing thing today: There was a fresh bird feather on my balcony this morning. Guessing by the size of it, probably from a pigeon, of which there are far too many around. bird-flying-print I dropped it off the balcony. It spun slowly down in a perfect spiral. Suddenly from nowhere, a bird darted out and caught the feather in its beak. As it flew away, it kept losing its grip, and the feather would begin to tumble down again, but each time, the bird would dart down after it, catch it again and begin flying off. This went on for about a minute, the bird dropping, darting, and re-catching the feather until it finally gave up when it got too close to the ground. The swiftness and precision of its flight was astonishing. Absolutely beautiful.

May 20, 2010

Arizona Immigration Law Thwarting LDS Missionaries - Jose Corral was seriously considering joining the LDS Church. For weeks, Corral, 45, a fourth-grade teacher, met with missionaries from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints at his home in Laveen, Ariz., to read The Book of Mormon and prepare for his baptism. Corral, a Roman Catholic and the father of two preteen daughters, was especially drawn to the Utah-based church's commitment to family values. "I was really interested," said Corral, a legal permanent resident from Mexico. "I thought, you know, it is going to be really good for the kids." Then, Corral said, he found out that state Sen. Russell Pearce, a Republican from Mesa and sponsor of Arizona's tough new immigration law, is a Mormon. Corral said he told the missionaries to stop coming because he considers the law anti-immigrant and anti-Latino. "I decided I did not want to expose my kids to a religion that has members that hate other people because they are different." Corral is not alone. LDS Welcome1 The law, which makes it a state crime to be in the country without proper immigration papers, has tarnished the LDS Church's image among many Latinos, a huge group the church is aggressively trying to attract. Pearce has been the driving force behind virtually every bill introduced in recent years aimed at clamping down on illegal immigrants. LDS officials say he does not speak for the church, which has not taken a stance on Arizona's law. It has put the church on the defensive. Kenneth Patrick Smith, a Mesa lawyer and president of the Valencia Branch, a Spanish-speaking LDS congregation in the Mormon stronghold of Mesa, said missionaries have had doors slammed in their faces since Gov. Jan Brewer signed Arizona's new law in April. "They say, 'Why would we want to hear anything from a religion that would do this to the Hispanic community?' " said Smith, who emphasized that he was speaking for himself, not the church. "It's a great disconnect because on one hand the missionaries are out there preaching brotherly love, kindness, charity, tolerance, faith, hope, etc., and then they see on TV a quote-unquote Mormon pushing this legislation that makes them not only ... terrified but terrorized." Pearce repeatedly has said his efforts to drive illegal immigrants out of Arizona and keep them from coming here is based partly on the LDS Church's 12th Article of Faith, which says Mormons believe in "obeying, honoring and sustaining the law." The new Arizona statute makes it a crime to be in the Grand Canyon State without proper immigration papers. It also requires police to ask a person's immigration status if there is "reasonable suspicion" that the person is in the country illegally. Critics say it could lead to rampant racial profiling and civil-rights abuses by officers targeting Latinos. Many Latinos who view the new law as unjust and discriminatory blame not only Pearce but also the LDS Church. That is making it hard for Mormons to proselytize to the state's 1.8 million Latinos, whom the church views as key to future growth.

“how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and ye would not!” Matthew 23:37

May 17, 2010

Spent most of the day transcribing Mary Ann Burnham Freeze’s journals, 1882 (only one page) and 1883. Got to May 1883. 28 pages of her tiny journal. I’m not a good typist, I have to look at the keyboard, and it’s hard to see and decipher what she’s written even though this part of the photocopy isn’t too bad. Very exhausting. Here’s a sample page, though it is slightly smaller than the journal itself:
MABFreeze Jan --- 1883
Debating whether to write a separate blog about the process of preparing the journals for publication.

May 14, 2010

Got this photo of Gavin from Josh today:

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For just over two months old, that’s an awfully thoughtful guy. But then, his parents are both highly intelligent, so we know where he gets it from. And beautiful, like them. What a killer.

May 10, 2010

“I'm running my hands over the homemade necklace my daughter made me for Mother's Day. Its soft foam and wooden blocks make it the sort of thing every Mom cherishes. She handed it today to me with great pride during her preschool celebration, thrilled I would wear it back to work and show it off on my blog. Work and motherhood -- something I'm not sure how I would have managed were it not for The Pill. You see, like many women, I timed both of my pregnancies. I had control over the reproduction part of sex during my now 10-year marriage. I could decide at what point during my journalism career I was ready for children, and we could plan parenthood right along with my climb up the ladder. Giving women control over reproduction means giving them control over their own fate. I am a wife, a blogger, a mother -- when I want, how I want, and with the freedom to remain sexual. The pill means I can have it all, and sacrifice nothing.”

Erin Kotecki Vest is Political Director and Producer of Special Projects for BlogHer, Inc.

“In 1962, when I was a 22-year-old Holly Golightly-wannabe living in Greenwich Village with my dog and my motor scooter, two events had a seismic effect on my life. Helen Gurley Brown wrote Sex and the Single Girl, and my doctor at the time (Shepard Aronson, who would become one of the first male members of the National Organization for Women) wrote me a prescription for The Pill.  Pill Anniversary1 Each in its way was transformative. Brown's book, which was both frisky and practical, acknowledged what millions had known but denied -- that nice girls "did it" and sometimes even enjoyed it, and that sex need not lead to marriage. In 1962, this was considered shocking. The impact of The Pill was even more radical. It meant sex need not lead to pregnancy. But it wasn't just another form of contraception, it was an equalizer, a liberator, and easy to take. For the first time in human history, a woman could control her sexuality and determine her readiness for reproduction by swallowing a pill smaller than an aspirin. Critics warned that The Pill would spawn generations of loose, immoral women; what it spawned was generations of empowered women who are better equipped to make rational choices about their lives. Though it took a while--and the dogged efforts of the feminist health activist, Barbara Seaman--for its creators to get the dose right and add a printed insert informing women of its possible side effects, The Pill bore revolutionary results. It allowed women to become autonomous decision-makers rather than captives of our biology (though many wives, daughters, and girlfriends took it secretly because of the stigma attached to women who assume any sexual initiative). It meant involuntary pregnancy could no longer be used as threat or punishment for female sexual activity. It gave us the power to decide if and when we were physically, emotionally, and financially prepared for the immense commitment to bear and raise a child. It helped us plan and space our families. It helped us plan and build careers, or just keep our jobs. (In 1962, employers could, without penalty, fire a woman who got pregnant.) Since wanted children are often better cared for than unwanted children it meant that more kids were wanted, grew up healthy, supported, and loved. Children like the three my husband and I conceived when I went off the pill once we made the choice to have a family; or like our six grandchildren, all planned. If my Holly Golightly years had produced an unwanted child, I, who was entirely self-supporting, would have been derailed by joblessness and that child would have been raised in poverty. What's more, I would never have met my beloved husband of 46 years, and my adored children and grandchildren would never have been born.”

Letty Cottin Pogrebin is a founding editor of Ms. Magazine, a founder of the National Women's Political Caucus, and the author of nine books, most recently the novel, Three Daughters.

And, on this day in 1869, a golden spike was driven at Promontory, Utah, marking the completion of the first transcontinental railroad in the United States.

May 9, 2010

Here’s a video of Gavin taking a walk to downtown Stillwater a couple of weeks ago that Josh and Sarah sent.  He is a great looking guy. A pretty good thing to watch on Mother’s Day 2010.

For any mothers who might see this, Happy Mother’s Day.

May 8, 2010

Finally got most of my book and film reviews linked to this blog. I’ll be adding more. Check them out if you’re interested.

May 7, 2010

Many people alive today possess some Neanderthal ancestry, according to a new study. The finding has surprised many experts, as previous genetic evidence suggested the Neanderthals made little or no contribution to human inheritance. The result comes from analysis of the Neanderthal genome which indicates that between 1% and 4% of the Eurasian human genome seems derived from Neanderthals. Neanderthal1 But the study confirms living humans overwhelmingly trace their ancestry to a small population of Africans who later spread out across the world. The most widely-accepted theory of modern human origins - known as Out of Africa - holds that the ancestors of living humans (Homo sapiens) originated in Africa some 200,000 years ago. A relatively small group of people then left the continent to populate the rest of the world between 50,000 and 60,000 years ago. While the Neanderthal genetic contribution - found in people from Europe, Asia and Oceania - appears to be small, this figure is higher than previous genetic analyses have suggested. John Hawks, assistant professor of anthropology at the University of Wisconsin-Madison said of the genetic contribution from Neanderthals, "I am surprised by the amount. I really was not expecting it to be as high as 4%."

May 5, 2010

Cinco de Mayo (Spanish for "fifth of May") is a voluntarily-observed holiday that commemorates the Mexican army's unlikely victory over French forces at the Battle of Puebla on May 5, 1862, under the leadership of General Ignacio Zaragoza Seguín. It is celebrated primarily in the state of Puebla and in the United States. While Cinco de Mayo has limited significance nationwide in Mexico, the date is observed in the United States and other locations around the world as a celebration of Mexican heritage and pride. Cinco de Mayo is not Mexico's Independence Day, the most important national patriotic holiday in Mexico.cinco-de-mayo The observance of Cinco de Mayo first started in California in the 1860s in response to the resistance to French rule in Mexico. The holiday has been celebrated in California continuously since 1863. In the United States Cinco de Mayo is perhaps best recognized as a date to celebrate the culture and experiences of Americans of Mexican ancestry, much as St. Patrick's Day, Oktoberfest, and the Chinese New Year are used to celebrate those of Irish, German, and Chinese ancestry respectively. Similar to those holidays, Cinco de Mayo is observed by many Americans regardless of ethnic origin. Celebrations tend to draw both from traditional Mexican symbols, such as the Virgen de Guadalupe, and from prominent figures of Mexican descent in the United States, including César Chávez. To celebrate, many display Cinco de Mayo banners while school districts hold special events to educate pupils about its historical significance. Special events and celebrations highlight Mexican culture, especially in its music and regional dancing.

May 1, 2010

International Workers' Day is the commemoration of the Haymarket Massacre in Chicago in 1886, when Chicago police fired on workers during a general strike for the eight hour day, killing several demonstrators and resulting in the deaths of several police officers, largely from friendly fire. Fist In 1889, the first congress of the Second International, meeting in Paris for the centennial of the French Revolution and the Exposition Universelle, following a proposal by Raymond Lavigne, called for international demonstrations on the 1890 anniversary of the Chicago protests. These were so successful that May Day was formally recognized as an annual event at the International's second congress in 1891. The May Day Riots of 1894 and May Day Riots of 1919 occurred subsequently.[citation needed] In 1904, the International Socialist Conference meeting in Amsterdam called on "all Social Democratic Party organizations and trade unions of all countries to demonstrate energetically on May First for the legal establishment of the 8-hour day, for the class demands of the proletariat, and for universal peace." As the most effective way of demonstrating was by striking, the congress made it "mandatory upon the proletarian organizations of all countries to stop work on May 1, wherever it is possible without injury to the workers."